365 Crossroads

everything. in shambles. 

what do you do 

when your life comes crashing down on you

you’re pushed to a dead end (or so you feel), huddling alone in that corner

feeling so alone that no one could ever reach you even if they tried 

and all you can think of is dying even though you really don’t want to die 

all the pent up accounts of self worthlessness, uselessness, self hatred 

and it finally all balls up in a way that overwhelms you and all you can do is imagine taking a knife and cutting yourself in exact split halves to destroy that pent up ball of depression 

when running away is no longer an option

but years of feeling like this every single day has sapped all your abilities of facing up to the real issue at hand 

and you know that 

and you can’t run away anymore 

and you panic 

and start to grapple

but can’t find any handles 

alas! your beloved tries to help you, he extends his hand

but you hurt him and push him away in the name of your own self hurt

you’re unworthy of his help, or anyone’s 

you’re unworthy of his love 

and you know it hurts him to see you so hurt, to be hurt by you who is hurting

and you hate yourself even more for doing that and feel extra worthless 

and the cycle goes on

and then you remember the reason why you were in this rut wasn’t him, or him trying to help you or not, but something else bigger 

and then you hate yourself even more 

and then you can’t face the problem, him, anyone

and you imagine what will happen few months down the road, few days, even tomorrow, if this continues 

holy shit i can’t even imagine no please don’t please self don’t bring me there

and all you see is darkness and hopelessness 

fearful, you sink lower, deeper into the hole 

and anxiety and sadness takes grip on your tiny puny little heart

and squash it and leave you trembling with panic

you want to be rescued but can’t be helped 

when you’re stuck in this hopeless pit

what do you do 

what do you do


Snk candy game

Wooooow the last panel..


Pottermore: Remus Lupin’s Biography



Me on my 25th birthday.

I turned 25 this year and I had a bit of a quarter life crisis. I felt like I didn’t know what I was doing and I was looking for advice on how to navigate this crazy adventure that is my 20’s. So for my birthday I asked my family to write a letter to themselves…



Caps came from here (but I’m still looking for the full-length version):  http://live.nicovideo.jp/watch/lv136003444

The seams and the pockets were clearly outlined in black for later rotoscoping.

It would be really cool to see this as a bonus on the DVDs or BluRays. Heck I’d love to publish these.



The shelter manager’s letter:

“I am posting this (and it is long) because I think our society needs a huge wake-up call.

As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all - a view from the inside, if you will.

Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad,…